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Old 6 August 2020, 13:26
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Ever just sit there and then.........

The blackness begins to wash over me and it feels good
The anger builds from deep inside. Hello old friend
I feel the need for violence
I push it away
For now
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Old 6 August 2020, 14:15
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Old 6 August 2020, 14:32
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Old 6 August 2020, 17:37
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Old 6 August 2020, 22:07
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Old 7 August 2020, 00:22
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Old 7 August 2020, 07:51
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It was just one of those days.
Thank you all for the PMs and phone calls.
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Old 7 August 2020, 10:37
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It's actually ok to have those types of days.

I had one recently.

Just don't dwell on it or succumb to the urges. Satiety is temporary.
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Old 7 August 2020, 12:24
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Not sure where you're at in Texas. I'm up in the DFW area...happy to link up and grab a beer to either chat, or just sit there are drink in silence.
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Old 7 August 2020, 12:51
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Old 7 August 2020, 18:51
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Old 7 August 2020, 20:34
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Old 7 August 2020, 20:51
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Santo Tomas,

Good to hear you’re back up and running.

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Old 8 August 2020, 09:49
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The blackness begins to wash over me and it feels good
The anger builds from deep inside. Hello old friend
I feel the need for violence
I push it away
For now
You are in the right place, amongst your brethren.
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Old 12 August 2020, 19:38
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Not sure where you're at in Texas. I'm up in the DFW area...happy to link up and grab a beer to either chat, or just sit there are drink in silence.
Real cool to reach out like that. Kudos.

Yeah, we all have fucked up days where we think on things too much. Occupy yourself with Positive thoughts. Dwell on that grandbaby crawling all over ya. It makes life live able again.
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Old 16 August 2020, 22:26
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It doesn't help that we can't get out side an do things we use to doing. Just go out side an howl at the moon at night. I howl like a COYOTE. That get the dog's barking.
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Old 17 August 2020, 11:44
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It doesn't help that we can't get out side an do things we use to doing. Just go out side an howl at the moon at night. I howl like a COYOTE. That get the dog's barking.
that would get the neighbors bitching. I like it...……...
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Old 17 August 2020, 13:50
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that would get the neighbors bitching. I like it...……...
You are right on that
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